hi guys,
its me
iras
u know that my real name are not spelt that way, haha, but idk, i just wanted to just be a shadow,
really,
i dont want to be trace ,
with all this internet thingy nowadays,
all the leaked photos on ig, twitter, fb,
i mean,
i would prefer it to be shadow.
okay, back to my story this year,
guess what?
i am married!
with a guy name A. hehe, its been 4 months and we are still in the mode of adapting each other.
After i finished my master in Architecture, which i also cant believe that i finally did it. Alhamdulillah, a very good memories despite of this pandemic hit us. We should have known that, there always a rainbow after rain. So i think what covid has taught us, it is something that we need to ponder. Relationship, importance of things, life and death, property, semua Allah pinjamkan sementara sahaja. Allah Maha Baik. Dia tak akan beri kita kesusahan yang kita sendiri tak boleh tanggung. He knows Best.
For now, i still waiting for Usm to confirm about our convocation which has been postponed for i think 2 times? haha its been hard for me because the convo will makes me confirm that i have fin my studies, otherwise i still think that i have not graduated haha. After all, alhamdulillah, berkat doa umi babah, i grad with flying colors. 3.5 cgpa and above. Syukur.
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in 4th of Aug, i lost 2 people in 1 day, 2 peeps that i loved. My mother in law, Mak and my moms's sister, mamaita. My Mil died in the morning at 8am when my brother-inlaw gave her milk then later he checked the milk spilt out the tube. Allah tooks my Mil in sleep which alhamdulilah, dia pergi dengan mudahnya. Mak has been bedridden 5 years back due to unfunctional brain.
And then later after asar, i checked whatsapp saying that mamaita also gone. Allahu. Sungguh berat ujianMu. Mama died due to covid 19 and cancer. Her lung was totally infected by cancer that was detected month ago, and due to covid, it makes her worsen. She was totally dependent on oxygen machine. Doc said that looking at mama's condition, they couldn't do the cpr or the pump chest thing because mama's lung was totall out. Allah Allah. Allah sayangkan mama. Allah sayang Mak. Both are beautiful women. Alfatihah.
i think 2021 really hit us hard.
please, stay safe.
Iras