what it is 2020???

so 2020!
what a year!

meeting new people is my thing right now.
getting new and many experience is a wonderful feelings!
things have to be done.
not just sit down  or lay back and do nothing!
get out of the bed!
and be a new you!

forget all the bad memories!
but dont forget all the lesson learned!

be nice to people!
be nice to your family!
absolutely correction!
haha

have faith in Allah,
don't fail to Doa and believe in Allah!

May Allah ease everything!

every year 1 post meh? hahaha

truth be told,
him and i breaking up again. this time no more friends after being an ex. i totally end up the relationship . i cant accept how he treat me. and he also mention that he wanted me to feel what he felt when i left him. total revenge!
 Last time, to be frank, i always think that he will be the last for me to end up the 2019. and wishing that we could be a happily ever after again. but im wronged.
frustrated i am,
sad i am

my mind, body and my soul are everywhere
i lost focus
almost giving up on everything.

i blocked him,
shut all the socmed.
hoping that i will not ever meet him again.
my heart break into pieces
shattering on the floor
its like some one punching your heart. like real punch
its so much of hurt.

overthinking i am
i can feel the negativity on my mind

but suddenly,
i stopped
astraghfirullah
i still has Allah,

allah the greatest
i stopped on this one youtube ,
talking about the past
i truly admire the words,

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON,
TO EITHER TEACH YOU, HUMBLE YOU,
OR PULL YOU BACK CLOSER TO HIM.

i am shocked.
i have allah , He always with me, and us
he want to test me,
he want me to know that,
people, human, will come and go
but allah will always be in your heats.
comeback to Him.